“This desire for you, it makes me afraid. I hate that you have this hold over me.”
Dexter
Summerfield hasn’t kept his promise. When he moved to the Scottish Highlands to
live with Kade Macbeth, it was on the condition that their relationship wasn’t
a secret. Dexter had already announced it to millions of people anyway, so
what’s the big deal?
But when
Dexter goes away to work, he reverts to his old ways—wild partying and out of
control behaviour. He misses Kade so much it eats him alive. Still struggling
to accept his sexuality, he runs the risk of losing the man that means
everything to him.
When they
are invited as a couple to spend the night in a haunted house for a televised
Halloween special, Dexter refuses to go. A disagreement escalates to a
break-up. Kade arrives at Linton Hall in Whitby and encounters temptation in
the form of actor Ferdinand.
Dexter
has no intention of letting Kade go, but he’s in for the fight of his life at
the haunted house when he has to contend with ghosts, manic pop stars, a
medieval knight and being mistaken for Dracula.
The
sequel to Highland Fling. The two books should be read in order.
Possible
spoilers:
Themes:
Halloween, angst, gay for you, guilt, hurt/comfort, haunted houses.
Warnings: Violence. Religion. Hate sex. Casual British/American xenophobia. Strong language and sexual scenes. Codpieces, vampires and bumps in the night.
With his heart beating
hard, Kade shouted, “The time to make it right is long past! You’ve had a year
to make it right and you just keep on fucking it up, don’t you?”
Dexter pushed him against
the wall. Kade tried to step around him and Dexter shoved him back, gripping
his wrists.
“Get the fuck off me.”
“No.”
Kade fought Dexter’s grip. He
pulled free, marched to the door again and once more, Dexter bundled him back.
This time, he threw him face first against the wall and pinned him there with
his body.
Holding his wrists hard, Dexter breathed into his ear, “Listen to me.”
Kade squirmed in his grip.
Dexter held his wrists with a force that may have bruised, but he had no
intention of letting Kade walk out into that goddamn haunted house where they
wouldn’t be able to deal with this for the rest of the day.
“Fucking let me go,” Kade
ground out. “I don’t want to hear anything you have to say.” He sounded close
to tears. The heat of his lean, familiar body scorched Dexter through his
clothes. He tried to focus on what he had to say but it was damn near
impossible when he was this close to Kade and already getting an erection. Kade
bucked back against him and Dexter nearly groaned at the added friction to his
cock. He pressed harder against Kade.
“This is what you do to
me,” he said into Kade’s ear. “And you think I’d actually go looking for
someone else?” He rubbed his cock against Kade’s ass and was rewarded with a
reluctant moan that made him throb painfully.
“Don’t,” Kade choked out.
“How can I not? I want you.
I always want you. When I’m with you, when I’m not with you, when I’m asleep.”
Dexter pressed his lips to the soft, scented skin of Kade’s neck, inhaling his
cologne. “You drive me out of my fucking mind with need, Kade. Even after a
year. This desire for you, it makes me afraid. I hate that you have this hold
over me.” His voice had become quieter and quieter and now it shook. He closed
his eyes, tightening his hold on Kade’s wrists and mouthing his skin.
Kade caught his breath. “I
don’t… I didn’t mean… I don’t know what you want. I don’t know how to change
that. I don’t want you to hate me. You should go. We can’t carry on like this,
we’ll destroy each other.” He buried his face against the wall as sobs wracked
his body.
Dexter’s heart broke
bruised and bleeding through his chest. He released Kade’s wrists to entwine
their fingers hard, still holding Kade’s hands to the wall and kissed Kade’s
tear-streaked cheek.
“I can’t,” Dexter said with
his voice breaking. “I can’t let you go.”
Kade turned his head. He
gave a moan as their lips met clumsily.
This was only going one way
though, because Kade’s distress, the heat of his body against Dexter and the softness
of the kiss, conspired to send Dexter over the edge. He moaned against Kade’s
mouth, thrusting against his ass, letting go of Kade’s right hand to reach
around, jamming his fingers into the junction of Kade’s thighs.
Kade was hard, his erection
bulging his jeans. Dexter’s fingers shook as he unfastened Kade’s belt. Kade
breathed hard into his mouth. He groaned as Dexter released his button and drew
down his zip.
Then his hand was inside,
sliding beneath the elastic band of Kade’s Calvin Klein’s, curling around
Kade’s hot, hard shaft.
Kade gasped. He rocked into
Dexter’s grip. He turned his head further over his shoulder, kissing Dexter
with furious passion.
Oh God, this would never
get old. Every kiss, every touch was different, and although every inch of
Kade’s body was familiar to him, every time was new and exciting, with the
power to blow Dexter away like a tsunami.
“Fuck,” he moaned against Kade’s mouth. “I want you.”
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